Hello! Welcome to my little corner of the web. It's good to meet you :)
You already know I'm into spanking, so here's some things you might not know:
I'm 25 years old, and I live alone in North London. I'm self-employed, and run a couple of creative businesses in parallel to my work in the spanking industry.
I'm polyamorous, which means I have multiple romantic partners who all know about each other and are happy with the arrangement, and who perhaps have other partners of their own. I currently have two steady relationships, both with beautiful dominant men. They're both geeks with long hair, but that's about all they have in common. The two relationships are very different, but my submission to each of them is deep and fulfilling. It's a complicated arrangement, but all of us find it fulfilling, and we wouldn't have it any other way.
I'm bisexual, and outside my primary relationships my lovers tend to be women. I'm still only just starting to explore my submission to women - my dominant partners have tended to be male in the past. It's an exhilirating journey, and you'll be able to read about that on my blog. One of the things working as a spanking model has given me is the opportunity to be punished by some amazing women, and I hope to explore this side of my kink more fully in the future.
I'm submissive, which to me means that I like being found pleasing by my dominant lovers, and work hard to be so.
I'm a feminist, which to me means that I believe women deserve to be treated as human beings.
I'm an enthusiastic amateur actress, and enjoy performing in plays with my thespian friends. I don't have time to indulge as much as I'd like, but being in spanking videos scratches the itch very satisfyingly.
I love writing (in case you hadn't already noticed!) and am a keen blogger. You can read my thoughts on spanking and CP on my blog, which I keep regularly updated with photos and stories about professional spanking shoots and real-life scenes.
I'm an all-round pervert - while spanking is my main interest, it's not the only one. If you're interested in some of my more weird and wonderful fetishes, click here to look at my "fetish map", along with some commentary and analysis.
Kink and paradox
I love going over someone's knee with my bottom bared for a firm spanking. I love bending over for the kiss of the cane, at once dreading it and trembling with excited anticipation. I like school scenarios and other historical roleplays, particularly those set in English institutions such as reformatories, finishing schools or the military. The non-consent and helplessness implicit in such contexts is amazingly erotic for me - the idea that every girl being mistreated by the cruel system is identically helpless.
Conversely, I also love sexual BDSM play with my romantic partners, submitting to being bound and whipped by them - and to anything else they want to do to me. Their desire for my helpless body is as empowering as my complete trust in them, which allows me to surrender control and responsibility entirely, to experience the heady freedom of submission.
I'm a masochist who gets an erotic thrill from spanking. I'm a submissive woman who hates to disappoint. I love roleplaying hapless victims, bawdy wenches, brave girls. I love roleplays in which I'm unfairly punished, where I can cling to my anger and know I'm in the right. I love the catharsis of deserved punishment, whether real or roleplayed, of working through my issues, cleansing the slate and starting again.
Like many kinky people, I'm full of paradoxes. I still don't really understand how all my kinks fit together, but that's okay - life isn't a problem to be solved, it's a mystery to be lived. And that applies to our sexuality as much as to everything else.